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COULD A DEPRESSED PERSON DO THIS?

by ZAXAD

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1.
FORESHADOWING 00:51
2.
A SICK MIND MAKES A SICK LIFE 01:05
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DIVINE CREATION IS MIND ALTHOUGH I SUFFER I KNOW I DO IT TO MYSELF FEELING ENVY DOESN'T SERVE ME MY SICK MIND MY SICK LIFE I AM THE CURSE AND I AM THE CURE
3.
IT IS WHAT IT IS 00:36
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AS ABOVE SO BELOW WHEN YOU'RE UGLY INSIDE IT'S GONNA SHOW
4.
CONSTANT FRUSTRATION 01:22
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NOTHING STAYS THE SAME THE ONE CONSTANT IN LIFE IS CHANGE SOMETHING I FUCKING HATE BEING NEUROTIC AND INSANE I GET FREAKED OUT BY GOING PLACES I'VE NEVER BEEN AND I DON'T LIKE EATING SHIT THAT I HAVEN'T ALREADY HAD I WATCH THE SAME SHIT ON TV CAUSE I KNOW HOW IT ENDS VARIETY IS THE SPICE OF LIFE I DON'T LIKE THE TASTE
5.
SELF-LOATHING, OUT OF LOVE 00:50
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LOVE HATE WHERE DO THEY MEET IF HOT OR COLD IS JUST A MATTER OF TASTE ARE GOOD AND EVIL JUST ONE IN THE SAME ALL CONTRADICTIONS CAN BE RESOLVED EMOTIONAL LEAD INTO GOLD
6.
RECEDING WATERS 01:06
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WHAT GOES UP MUST COME DOWN THE GREATEST HIGHS FALL THE DEEPEST LOWS DARKEST NIGHTS LEAD TO NEW DAWNS BATHE INSIDE BEFORE IT'S GONE EVERYTHING GIVEN CAN BE TAKEN AWAY THERE'S NO PERMANENCE NOTHING GOLD CAN STAY YOU CAN CHOOSE NOT TO BE MOVED JUST TO BE FREE FROM THE BONDS OF ATTACHMENT
7.
BETRAYAL OF THE EGO 01:22
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HE'S ALWAYS THERE BUT HE'S NOT MY FRIEND HE ONLY SERVES HIS OWN ENDS HE CAN'T BE TRUSTED AS HE OFTEN LIES JUST WAITING TO PULL THE WOOL OVER MY EYES NOT THIS TIME NOTHING ESCAPES THE LAW ARE YOU A MASTER OR PAWN THIS TIME THE LINE IS DRAWN NO LONGER AN EFFECT I AM THE CAUSE
8.
IT'S NOT VERY TOUGH TO BE SAD 00:35
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CONSTANTLY FIGHTING FEELING LIKE CRYING IS WEAK I CANT UNDERSTAND HOW THIS HAPPENED EXPLORING EMOTIONS SHOULDN'T BE TABOO I NEED UNDERSTANDING TO SEE THIS THROUGH
9.
CONFESSION 00:48

about

This album is inspired, equally, by my depression and reflections within hermetic teachings.



I started this project in March/April at the beginning of the quarantines.
This is the first time I've put out a 'one-man-band' project and its something that I've always wanted to do.
It was an amazing learning experience.
I want to thank my friend Mark for giving me the interface that started me on this awesome journey. You made this possible for me and I'm very grateful for that.
I also want to thank my friends, family and my wonderful girlfriend for their love and support.

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released November 3, 2020

Zack - Guitar, Bass, Vocals and lyrics, Drum Programming, Mixing, Samples, Textures and Artwork.

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A very cathartic cacophony from a man in quarantine. INTROVERTCORE.

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